A Meme based on an infamous scene from The End Of Evangelion.
The scene involves Ikari Shinji visiting an unconscious Souryuu Asuka Langley inside a Hospital. After sitting next to her Hospital Bed for awhile, Shinji began to masturbate and ejaculate to relieve his stress while fantasizing about her. After looking at his own Cum in his left hand, Shinji realized what he had done and suffered a mental breakdown.
Commonly associated with the quote "I'm so fucked up" from the English dub.
See also
- Chainsaw Man'S Handjob Scene
- pixiv tag (add it in "Other names" field when issue #4506 is resolved).